Maybe I’m selfish

I love my baby, this is my 3rd pregnancy and I’m ready for my body back! This one has been difficult and up until now I haven’t had much pain but I swear I’m 30 weeks and it’s now dragging because I’m ready to get him here! I feel selfish because I’m now rushing my final pregnancy but I’m having so many complications as well it’s so upsetting, and I’m super hormonal. Anyone else feeling this way??