Please pray for me

We have been married for three years this September, we were university sweethearts in Africa. I moved to the Uk and he moved to USA. I married n moved to the Uk n then things didn’t work out so I married my ex again. We are so much in love n very happy. He applied for me to join him in USA but my visa wasn’t granted because I made an application earlier n put my ex on as husband I was traveling with so the counsellor assumes am committing marriage fraud which is far from that.

Has anyone been through similar situations at all.

I just want to die n end this, long distance marriage is killing us plus all the complications with getting pregnant