Depression

This is the most depressing pregnancy ever. My doctor gave me meds but I don't want to take it while pregnant. I have no support and the father is in a relationship that I knew nothing about until I was pregnant. He doesn't go to doctor's appointment's with me. I put my babies ultrasound pictures on the table he just walked right pass them. I feel like he just don't care at all. Looks like I'm doing this by myself might as well prepare for it!