well today doctor scheduled me to be induced tommorow morning!! I'm flip flopping between being excited/scared/disappointed/relieved.

excited to finally have this baby

scared because I'm having a baby/ everyone says its way worse than natural Labor

disappointed cuz I feel like I'm missing out on going into natural Labor (not real labor)

relieved to not be anxiously waiting for any little sign, sitting at home with life on hold waiting.

reason I'm being inducted are overdue 40w4, I know it's not that much but my doctor isn't on call when I'm actually at 41w and I had a bad experience with the alternate so I don't want to have him anywhere near me. baby is measuring big, and my BP can't decide what it's doing. last week it was very high, today it's below average for this late in pregnancy.

so FTM who have been induced. how long in average was everyone in labor? did you end up having to get a c-section??