Giving up i need to vent

Jasha

hey guys I have a 2 year old daughter she actually will be free August 18th my boyfriend finally said the okay on my tab and our second child we have been trying since March and nothing I'm tired of wasting money on test I'm tired of all the Heartbreak of not being pregnant I'm jealous when I get on here and I see everybody's pregnant is not me I know it seems like that's selfish but I just really want another baby to complete my family I know one day it will happen but I'm just going to stop trying for now