Today has been a very dramatic day! I have only my right ovary and was told today i had 18 cyst covering it so they want to remove the whole ovary because it could be cancerous! They have already removed the left ovary due to having cancerous cyst. I come home to tell my boyfriend (we live together) about what the hospital said and i tell him i want a baby but aferthis surgery it is to late to carry on my own so i would like to plan for a baby . Sounds reasonable right ? NO he tells me i could go get pregnant by a random guy but i’m not having his baby anytime soon. My feelings are hurt whatever. Fast Forward he is messaging another female telling her to uber over, come over, that she’s thick and she’s fine & it hurt my feelings and when talking about it he said “Yes i cheated but it reflects on you and how you’ve been acting” mind you i’ve been in the hospital all day because one of my cyst ruptured almost taking out my right ovary completely and he couldn’t give a rats ass. What should i do ?

UPDATE: My SO and I were laying in bed so i asked questions like “was she the only female” “do you feel bad” “can we talk about the doctor” and just questions regarding the whole situation, THIS MAN GOT OUT OF BED AND WENT TO SLEEP ON THE DAMN COUCH. I’m so sick of feeling worthless when all i want is for him to love me the way i love him. Daily i take bullshit and though the bullshit he outs me through is small and just nagging it’s all so fucking exhausting. I have no idea what to fucking do, i’m in tears.