misscarage and emotionally hurt

Reyna 🌈👶🏻2018 🌈👶🏻2021

I just has a misscarage on 7/18 and I'm just so overwhelmed and emotionally hurt because the person who I was seeing lied to me and I found out he was still living with his ex wife. now that I told him about what happened to me his been an asshole and not being supportive at all... I cry everyday at least 3 time a day I can't even work I have to leave work because it just hurt me that his not supporting me at all. I'm trying to keep my mind busy with my 10 yr old but sometimes all I want to do is be be in my room and in bed all day I dont eat and if i do is 3 bites and that if i force my self to eat i have lost 9 lbs in less that 3 weeks. if anyone had gone through this and can help me get through this. I'm starting next week and meet with a grieving support group on Monday and hopping this helps me😔