Boyfriend works away.

Hey guys. So my boyfriend works away on a 3 week on 1 week off schedule and he just left again today for 3 weeks. It sucks so much and I hate it when he leaves because for the first couple days I feel so lonely and sad. And before you guys say make some new friends, I have friends, that’s not the issue. The issue is I have really bad separation anxiety and whenever he leaves for work it feels to me like he’s leaving me and our relationship. Wevebeen dating for 10 months and I know that’s not the case but I struggle so much when he leaves. He’s only 4 hours away and I can go see him on weekends if I want. But I cant sleep without him and I feel so pathetic for posting this. I don’t know what I’m trying to get out of this post I just needed to rant. Thanks for taking the time to read this and if you have any suggestions for how I can get over my separation issues it’d be greatly appreciated.