Congrats to everyone who’s expecting a rainbow baby❤️

So here’s a little back story on me I have a three year old daughter, I have a son and he passed away last year ( I went into preterm labor and he didn’t make it ) this year I found out I was expecting again and I was super excited and really scared given the fact I was still coping with my sons loss. Many problems came with me being pregnant again and it got so bad to the point were me and my children’s father spilt and now here I am almost 5 months pregnant and I feel like he just doesn’t care. So many things have been going wrong we’re now I am seeing a specialist for the baby and a high risk ob/gyn once a week. It gets so stressful having a toddler and working plus doctors appointments and to top it off I’m still in college trying to finish my bachelors degree. Well it had gotten so bad between me and him were he just tells me to terminate so I won’t be struggle and dealing with a sick child. It hurts to here the one person you love and care for tell you to abort your child especially after we have lost two babies... I’ve gotten so depressed we’re I began to loose weight and I just don’t feel like myself. As if I don’t deserve to be a mother again. I feel like he really doesn’t mean it just says it out of anger and frustration given the news we have so far and I just don’t know what to do. I feel so alone and I really don’t have anyone. Seeking for advice.....