I’m getting married really soon and now that it’s closer I’m questioning marriage, nothing to do with committing my life or signing that paper it’s just that if I get married in the church I can never again without getting my marriage annulled. I don’t want to get a divorce and have to live my life in sin if I can’t get it annulled At 18 that’s so long to have to live in sin if I find love again (if. I were to ever get a divorce ) . My relationship has been a tiny bit bumpy lately and it’s just scaring me.