I’m currently getting ready to go in for my pre-op appointment for my D&C; tomorrow. I’m a bit nervous and quite depressed as I had previously taken Misoprostol but it didn’t work because the sac is still in my uterus causing my hormones to get higher. I was told yesterday that I’m still technically pregnant.

I’ve never had surgery before, never had anesthesia before and I haven’t had to go to the hospital for something serious like this. I’m quite terrified and disappointed as I’ve been dealing with this for almost a month now. It’s devastating to lose a child but having to go through a medical miscarriage only to find out it didn’t work and surgery is unavoidable. I’ve been out of work for almost a month and have no sick leave left, which means that I’ve been struggling to pay bills and just live.

Any advice on the surgery would be great to calm nerves and provide some hope. I’ve been just giving it to God but honestly I’m quite scared as nothing has seemed to go right with this pregnancy or during miscarriage care. :(