My husband and I have been TTC since 9/2017. Found out we were 7 weeks pregnant with ectopic 2/2018. This is my second cycle that we were able to start trying again. First cycle was a BFN. Now I’m expecting my period in four days (HOPEFULLY a BFP instead) but I can’t help but feel so negative already. The doubt creeps in. The depression. The worry. This TWW is absolute torture. I can’t stand it. Meanwhile scrolling through my feeds and seeing so many friends and family with newborns and announcements. When will it be our turn? I just want to be a mom. It is my only lifelong goal. I have all this love to give and I just want to be able to experience that bond that we all hear about. 😭😩 (sorry for being whiny)