shy sex?

idk i’m open to having sex and all but i just find it awkward lmao even if i find the right guy and love him to death i just think i’d find it weird? first of all just being completely naked (first awkward) and doing all these positions and moaning and staring at each other then talking about it after, it’s like what do you look at during it lmao I WANT TO HAVE SEX BUT I’d be toooooo shy

Help