So hubby keeps wanting to talk about planning for chicken nugget to come, and for some reason i get such anxiety that i cant function. Like i get anxious when we start to talk about it and it freaks me out so much. Like there are pieces of me that are excited but the majority are scared shit less, like I’m going to have REAL responsibilities. Nothing compares to the responsibility of a child. I mean i still feel like a child.... like every day.

Like just thinking of it makes me want to run... but I’m not the guy, it will literally go with me.

Is this first time mom jitters? Like is this normal? Or am i just freaking out for no reason?

Im like legit scared. I cant remember if I’ve ever held a newborn before, I’ve probably been alone with a 1yr old for a few hours in my life, i have zero experience and now I’m panicking 😩😩😍😍🤦🏽‍♀️😣😨😰