My mom is acting really mean towards me again and it hurts and makes me so anxious and angry. She’s been this way my whole life except now she also has a really nasty attitude towards everyone in the house and it disgusts me to see her act this way towards her husband and my siblings. I love her but it’s always up and down with her and I hate how she affects me and I know you’re not supposed to base your happiness off other people but it’s literally impossible for me to just ‘ignore her’ like everyone says you should when there’s a person that’s bothering you. I’ve been trying for years to just brush her off my shoulder but I can’t and I hate how weak I am and how easily I get scared and mad it’s so frustrating I’m sorry if this is really self centered to say but I have to deal with this every day and I just want it all to stop