Weight loss

I am so extremely embarrassed by this. My stomach has never hung down like this until I had my first child. I couldn’t get over the stomach hang and I fell into such a deep depression. I just sat around and ate constantly getting me to the highest weight i’ve ever been at 255 lbs. I’ve been working hard to eat right and healthy for my growing baby. Almost 20 pounds down. Can you tell the difference? I feel like I can kind of see it, but then again I think I look the same. This is a couple months difference. Please no negative comments. I’m having such a hard time with how my body looks. I’ve been depressed about it for a couple years and i’m finally starting to accept myself.