Am I lazy? Kinda in a pickle..

Samantha

So, I applied for unemployment benefits yesterday. I lost my job 8 months ago (shoulda applied then) and lost my car. I live too far to walk to a job and I cant ride a bike because for 1 mile theres no sidewalks and its very narrow.. I also applied for online school to become a veterinarian assistant (will get my drs later).. Does it make me sound lazy thst Im going to school and Im on benefits? Im just trying to do my best and make it not to miserably hard.. Ive been depressed for years and I feel like I finally found a way to move forward.