why is pregnancy so hard?

April

Today was definitely one of those days where I just wanted to crawl into bed and cry. I was so excited at the fact that my period was a week late, I even told my husband. He was even thinking I was. Later this evening AF decided to show her UGLY face. My husband and I honestly thought that this was our month with finally conceiving our first child. Our 9 year wedding anniversary is next month, and I was hoping on surprising my hubby with some baby news. I guess once AF decides to go away this month, all we can do is try again next month. It's definitely very heartbreaking month after month seeing negative test after negative test, having aunt flow come every month. While watching everyone else get pregnant. I wish getting pregnant wasn't this difficult.