next month we will have been tryong for 12 months with 2 MCs. a girl at work just told me she is 10 weeks pregnant, after like 3 months of trying. i literally teared up talking to her and just tried to keep doing things so i didnt have to make eye contact. thank god i am in a cubicle, bc i am freaking bawling at work! its not that im not happy for her, but fuck everyone! i told my husband i just want to live in a hole and drink myself to nothingness and he can come visit. 😢😭😢😭