It’s so hard not to be bitter

TTC is frustrating! It’s only been 3 months but getting AF this morning felt like a kick in the gut. Meanwhile my idiot stoner cousin (whom I love dearly but he is truly nuts as you will understand as you read this) and his idiot stoner wife, both of whom think the earth is flat and the government is controlling us with “chemtrails” and think that vaccines are poison and that B.o.B has been replaced with a clone who will no longer “preach the truth of flat earth to the masses” are having a baby in december! It’s not fair that nutzos get to have babies and smart people are struggling!