13 and 113lbs

i’m 13, i weigh 113lbs, and i’m 5’3”. i’m sure some of you may think that i’m not THAT heavy, but my body shape tells a different story. i have big hips, big thighs, and a not so big butt. to add onto my misfortune, i have absolutely no tits. just imagine an hourglass with a skinny top and a massive bottom. i’ve always been really insecure about my shape, but lately it’s been getting worse. i’ve lost soooo much weight (20lbs) but it seems like my body hasn’t changed. i don’t look anything like the other girls in my grade, and that makes me feel really insecure. i wish i didn’t bring myself down, but it’s hard not to when everyone around you is skinnier than you. my sister, who is 5 years older than me, weighs 9 pounds lighter than me. i guess that somewhat motivates me, but it still makes me feel like shit. sometimes, i feel like cutting off my hips and gluing them onto my buttocks.