I just cheated......

I never ever though I would say this, but I just cheated..... and I can't stop crying... 😭😭 I am 20 years old and engaged, and I just slept with my boss. Yes, my boss. He is 45... and married. He actually has 3 kids. Wtf did I just do. It's not really helping that I'm ovulating today, the condom broke and I'm not any other birth control. 

[Edited by Glow]