You guys I’m just feeling a lot of guilt right now and it’s getting worse and worse everyday. I stopped pumping and my husband makes me feel like shit because of it and we’re 20 thousand in debt because of hospital bills. My husband works so hard for us. We plan on taking out his stock to pay for all the medical bills and that makes him sad because he’s worked so hard for it. I just feel like everything is my fault. (And you’re going to judge me or be me on my decision to stop pumping, don’t comment) I go back to work in a few weeks and it honestly can’t come fast enough because I’m so tired of being broke. Idk maybe it’s just all the postpartum hormones or my anxiety but shit, it’s hard.