Just a little venting..

So I started my IVF in June and it was going good but my doctor decided that we should just do a frozen transfer in July. So my friends came towards the end of June also and one of my best friends end up finding out that she is pregnant and I am truly happy for her. Its just that when you know you been trying to get pregnant like not taking no birth control or just taking any precautions please don’t act so surprised that your pregnant and what are you going to do. So I have to deal with that for a week. I managed to keep it together like I went along with her and everything saying it’s going to be ok and everything. I told her to look at the bright side of things and she was like you’re right some people can’t even have kids.....of all things she said that and she clearly knows my situation. Of course later that night I had to say something to her. So we talked about it and we are ok after that. But I just feel like whyyyy if my doctor didn’t advise that I take it at a later date I would be pregnant too. So fast forward to July I actually have to wait until the end of August to do my frozen transfer. Ughhh more waiting but I’m just learning to be patient throughout this process....but I just know my friend is going to be dramatic throughout her whole pregnancy I’m almost happy that we don’t live in the same area but I still am happy for her it’s just I wanted to be pregnant now too. But I’m praying and waiting for the end of August!!!!