So today I am 12 DPO after our first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. I've done an amazing job not POAS this month, but debate it every morning. Today I started feeling like AF is going to show her ugly face soon. I'm to scared to go to the bathroom and see I've started. So while sitting on the toliet I didn't want to wipe because I was scared there would be blood, so I just sat there crying for 10 minutes. I'm an emotional wreck. I dont know how Ive done this for 38 months but feeling defeated again this morning. Im still holding out for 14 dpo to POAS.

Baby Dust to all you ladies