*Note: I’m slightly drunk*

He introduced me to a female friend of his and I was instantly suspicious. Due to this, we ended up breaking up, but we still live together. One night, he passed out and I read his texts with her. He told her everything like how I apologized that I treated him like how my sister treats me and how that was unfair of me to do that to him. I feel bad about snooping through his messages, but he emotionally cheated on me and she made me feel like a stranger in my own relationship. She knew things about him and our relationship that he never told me about until he was breaking up with me.

I haven’t told him, and I won’t ever. I know that once our lease is up, I probably won’t ever talk to him again, like that he would purposely ignore me in front of his friends. There’s too much hurt on both sides, and he knows how to tigger me too much. Unfortunately, I’m still in love with him. 😢