My fiancé and I have recently broken up. We had been together for almost four years. He was my best friend before we were anything else. He accepted me as I was and I know I came with a lot of baggage. He has always been my number one supporter in anything and everything. We love each other so but so damn much. I have always battled with depression and recently anxiety. Lately my anxiety and depression worsened because of something in my past that didn’t leave me alone. I was so scared to tell him or anyone because it’s something I’m ashamed of and have never told anyone before. To the point that it came in between my happiness and our relationship. We lived together for almost three years and have a dog together. This has been one of the hardest things I’ve had to go trough. He is the most amazing man, he helped me through so much. This breakup hurts so bad because we don’t hate each other or are mad at each other. We still love each other and a lot but we just can’t be together at least not now. I can’t help but hope that we end up back together in the future. He’s still my best friend no matter what. He said he’ll always be there for me and that he’ll always be my number one supporter and he still wants to be a part of my life. But, whatever happens happens.