So my back story is I have a son than I had a ectopic pregnancy a chemical than another ectopic pregnancy in April losing my tube. My last month I was two weeks late and I tested crazy my husband thought I needed professional help. 🙄 now I’m 2 days away from a period and still nothing concrete saying I am. I useto feel like I knew my body and what it was telling me. But, doubt is settling in and I’m so frustrated. Paying these medical bills and clinging to the hope that it will happen... my mom and sister just recommend me to stop trying and it will happen. Just seems like a fairytale at this point after almost two years trying. 😪 I guess getting the tube removed was a relief bc I thought well bad tube out my chances be better. My husband avoids talking about pregnancy stuff and my family makes me seem crazy for testing once a day. So I feel alone I feel crushed and I feel sick of feeling like I am pregnant.