Is this lack of motivation, or....

Mariah

Okay, ladies, I am 22 and I weigh 265 lbs. I have been struggling with my weight since I was an early teen, but this is as bad as it’s been. Usually I stayed around 200-205 and I was still a chubby butt, but I definitely looked better back then. I have been going through depressive episodes and had mental break downs because of my weight. But even with all of this, I CANNOT keep the motivation to do anything about it. It’s like I just “forget” that I was upset about it. I have plenty of reasons to lose the weight but I just....can’t.

I am the one at the far left. My mom is in the middle and my younger sister is the one on the right. Obviously, you can see why I feel so bad about my weight. My mom and sister are where I want to be.

Has anybody else had this problem? I really need some advice.