When you break up and you know it’s for the better

I know this break up was needed. I’m just said asf because we’ve been thru hell and back for the last 4 years and we broke up back in March and it was huge because we needed that to learn to better understand each other and communicate etc and it’s like we had finally got it together and we just literally broke it and I’m crying bc I’ve been feeling like we shouldn’t b together we just together because it’s comfortable but I didn’t know how to do it because you have that hope “ what if “ and now that we’ve broken up again I just want to move on with my life but I really need to figure out how. I thought everything was going good not great but good enough and he was the only one I could trust with my personal mental health issues I have going on and me having mental health issues seem to be apart of why we just broke up. Like I just want to not b sad. I want to feel like it was something that needed to happen and move on😒😒😫😫