I just have to vent. I’m so sick and tired of feeling like this. I’m pissed off that I have depression. I’m angry. It’s been 2 1/2 years. I am seeing a therapist and psychiatrist but I just need to vent to others that have been through it or are currently going through it. I have a 3 year old and 7 month old. I feel like I am just barely hanging on some days. I miss the old me. I hate never having any energy it fucking sucks. I thought this summer would be filled with taking my boys for walks, playing in the yard but it’s far from it. God I hope a medication works for me soon. This is bull shit that anyone has to suffer with this crap. Depression fucking sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!