he didn't have lube this time and was insisting to fuck me in the ass. I'm usually chill about it but only bc in the past we had lube. I blew him and he was like that should be enough lube. then flipped me over and shoved in in my ass and OUCH. it has never felt that uncomfortable before. I thought it wouldn't hurt that time cuz he is average and it wasn't painful before. and he always preaches about doing anal properly (warmup w fingers/butt plug/ go slowly w a lot of lube) but he did it completely wrong. idk I guess I'm pissed but I knew better ?