I am so nervous and scared to ship out on the 6th. Ever since I joined the army I’ve been hella committed...that was when I was single. I am still very committed to my career but now since I am in a relationship I’m scared to leave. I’ve grown so used to being with him everyday and talking to him everyday. I don’t have a problem with him not loving me anymore but I’m scared what will happen when he ships off while I’m at AIT (he’s a marine btw). I’m so overwhelmed that I feel like the emotions are eating me alive.