I am beyond depressed. First pregnancy. 15 weeks along now. Just lost a loved one. Service is tomorrow. Very upset obviously. Not working. Don't get my license back til november. (Don't judge) I babysit to make some $. All I can do for now. Waking up everyday knowing I'm stuck @ my tiny house makes me miserable. Literally. My mood affects anyone who talks to me. I'm so negative 24/7. Worrying 24/7 too. I don't even have motivation to shower sometimes (not like me) do dishes, vaccum, you know things around the house that can be done. I have 3 dogs that keep me feeling loved. My bf knows I'm emotional- knows I lost my grandfather and the service is tmrw...yet earlier he snapped at me because he was mad at the dog for getting into a bag of rice in the car while we were in a store quickly looking for something. (I had a question for the owner.) He then tells me to shut up and says oh you had to have this. (Gummies.) I just want to f'n get home so I can eat dinner. I'm so f'n hungry.

He later apologized because he made me cry by snapping at me. Currently sleeping on couch tonight.