becoming active in my sex life


I'll keep this brief I gave my virginity away this summer kinda forced it to happen but no regrets cause life is short and my heart is cold

but me and this guy have had sex all of two times and I absolutely love how awkward and embarrassing the whole interaction is

like literally laughed and cussed up a storm my first time so the second time I wanted to try to be quiet and not laugh as much but then I just kept smiling bless up his eyes were closed most the time

but still I'm trying to get with him again before we pack up and go to school and I can't wait to see what other cringey things I end up doing