the past 4 and a half years I spend trying to get the father of my kids to live his dreams we spend several 1000 on many projects/business that never went anywhere because he couldn't be responsible enough to keep them up and running. I got tired of being a SAHM while wanting to work and go back to school and here he is living life doing as he please, come and go as he pleases, chilling clubbing drinking and smoking like any of his businesses became fully successful. I had enough when I realized our last business attempt ate all of our savings and our relationship didnt even feel like one anymore "two strangers with kids" is what it felt like I didnt even know him anymore. God knows how depressed I became but lord look at me now a month and a half later I'm working making little over 2000 a month not much but leaves me with some extra money after Bill's, back in school, we are now simply co-parenting so I'm able to go out, talk to my old friends and even though im not living the "life" I'm living my best life and finally feeling like I've found my purpose in life aside from being the amazing, loving mother I am to my beautiful babies.

FYI I don't mean to sound cocky but after so many years of being simply my children's father shadow I'm trying to gain my old self esteem back.. #WOMENPOWER#SUPERMOMS