Another disappointment 😔

I don’t know why I had my hopes up. I only tested because I’m leaving for vacation and I am going to a concert at the end of the week and wanted to be sure. Haven’t tested in months and the familiar disappointment and heartache is still there. I think I’ll look for a new doctor when I get back hopefully more optimistic than the last one. I know I should have used a pink dye test but it’s all I had. A friend of mine gave me these tests when she got pregnant and it’s all I had.