I have been trying since May2017 and nothing

I have 2 boys 12/11 and I’m ready. Never taking any pills no protection nothing...well only the first time. But we have been trying for a year and nothing. And idk why I keep coming back to the app sometimes it depresses me. Like I have 2 kids and nothing... my BF is not my boys dad.

I feel like i guess it’s time to go check out if there’s a problem. Cuz my bf and I haven’t used any protection in 8years only our first time. And well he doesn’t have any kids. I don’t want to think negative but yeah we ready. Well my period just ended Sunday it’s regular. And I was going on the ovulation day but nothing. I guess it helps me to write about this. Talk about it. Cuz my bf says it will come when it’s ready. Idk mix feelings.. I feel sad every time I get my period and when I see my friends having their babies. I love my boys. But I’m just ready We are ready to have a baby. 😞