After one ectopic and BFN for almost a year, finally am pregnant but am SO nervous about it being ectopic again or miscarrying 😩 the fear of loss is such a foremost thought in my mind. I am trying to relax and embrace this early pregnancy. I got my first HCG reading at exactly 4 weeks and it was 192. Tested again today and awaiting results - should have them tomorrow. I am terrified to hear my results tomorrow. If they haven’t doubled I will be so crushed. The waiting is torture !