probably a little long but here we go

whenever i try to masturbate it doesnt feel super awesome, not bad, just not super awesome you know? this probably is going to sound so so stupid, but i wonder if i even have a clit, ive looked in the mirror countless times and the place where it should be according to diagrams and articles and everything, doesnt have a clit. i wonder if its got a big hood? and maybe its hard for it to come out? maybe im just not in the mood? ive read that you can kind of push back your hood and there it is, but i dont see anything when i do that, is there something wrong with me? im still a virgin but i am dating someone and i worry they will be weirded out if i dont know what is going on down there i guess, any advice will help, im just worried