My boyfriend has been so loyal to me it’s crazy we talked over insta for 6months and when I would get my phone token away I would find a different way to talk to him... right after my birthday he wanted to meet up I was nerves I’ve never seen him in person I was babysitting and we hang out with the kids til I put them to bed we were watching a movie on the couch and he started cuddling me I got nerves so I got up and went into the other room when I went back we talked about my life and we cuddled again after we talked I felt less nerves also I was a Virgin at the time and had never done anything sexual... he started talking to me and I enjoyed it 😌 after about 5 min of that he started kissing me so I started kissing him it went into a make out session and a lot of other things soon he told me to take off my shirt so I did he was kissing me all over than me and him did it...... after that I felt bad about my self I loved him but my parents would kill me if they found out.. so I got scared and called my aunt Tina and told her what happened my mom got told cause there was no protection used and I didnet have any birth control so he left and my mom came to the house I got screamed at for doing this and she said we were gonna say it was rape I had no choice cause she was my only person that could provide for me she told me to make up a story and to stick with it she called the cops and made me share his story that wasn’t true every night I would cry myself to sleep missing him they were going to put charges on him but I want them dropped but if I drop them my mom will never forgive me I want to be with him forever... but Idk what I should do to show him that I love him I live him so much we planned on moving to North Dakota and having a kid when we were older and have money I miss him any one have any advise on what I should do? Should I leave my fam and go with him or leave him and go with my fam ? I’m scared for him and want to do everything and anything for him I love him with my whole heart ♥️ it’s so hard......