I miss it :(

I haven’t had sex in 3 months. Last time I did I freaked out midway due to anxiety. I’m kind of afraid of sex now ever since my pregnancy scare in February (condom came off after/took plan b etc.). BTW plan b fucked up my body🤦🏻‍♀️ ANYWAY. It’s not that I don’t feel safe with my SO it’s just I’m afraid to enjoy sex and afraid of a malfunction or an accident. Any tips on how to get over my fear? I’m thinking taking my time as if I were a virgin again, which is fine. I’m just really embarrassed and frustrated with myself 🙄🙄