so much going on right now. had my twins at 34 weeks, been in the nicu. my MIL lost my dog and he eneded up passing. my step kids dont respect me, tell me to die and leave. they are only 4 and 5. ive been living with roaches for over a year now and my husband wont do anything to get rid of them. i have no money, nothing to my name. i havent seen any of my family for well over 2 years now. we now have an Alaskan malamute that im not ok with, im not ready for another dog .. hasn't even been a week since my dog passed and my husband got another one. my MIL is constantly harrassing me to go see the twins in the nicu, she cant go a day without posting them on fb and i hate it, but have no say. i feel like crap all the fucking time. from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to bed. i tell my husband how ive been feeling and i get told itll pass. im fine. i just feel so depressed and alone. taking care of asshole step kids, my 1 yo a huge dog that dont listen, rats, a bunny, a mini pig and soon twins ontop of house chores... how will i get thriugh e eryday