I know I 100% I'm not wrong for feeling this way SO is very good at making me feel like im irrational or crazy or stupid or dumb. So a little back story... in 2016 he was in jail with a DUI and got out he came to live with me at my dad's house there was plenty of room my dad decided he was going to let us take over that house but as any good parent he saw some red flags and instead of addressing them he just stayed so my boyfriend had problem with that so we got into a fight one day he pushed me i got a restraining order and him and his friend had to get out. I was always upset that the 1st thing he chose to do when my dad decided to let us have the house was he let a friend move in at the time I was 30 he was 28 we just had a kid we didn't need an extra person living with us we were trying to get to know each other again trying to learn to be parents together and all he wanted was somebody to smoke and drink with. So after that break up fast forward to a year and we got a 50/50 custody agreement with our son so we were spending more time together and I'm now pregnant with our daughter. so I was telling him we either need to get it together or not I wanted to have an abortion he didn't. So I moved in with him to his apartment townhouse in Orlando and My 1st mistake was quitting my job because it's been a really rough pregnancy I was so sick from the beginning no one would have kept me. of course he still has the same roommate who is about 5 years younger than us has no kids has no responsibilities my boyfriend pays all the bills even his friends cellphone bill they sound gay right pretty sure ill find that out down the road...anyways house is dirty always a mess blah blah blah I can't keep up with it by myself theres 2 dogs here with flees who shit and piss everywhere im too pregnant and chasing my 2 ur old everywhere it's a shit show. So after all that we went through all our differences i let him know how much we need to just be a family and just work on just us and there's not room for other people right now and I wasn't raised that way to have people living in your house in its uncomfortable and I'm not wrong for that So we just got our 1st house together it's really nice really big and a far away from everybody which is not good because our card is broke down and they want such a high deposit we don't have the money to pay for anything else right now so we're definitely struggling with food bills and kids now it's just not a good situation so he decides to let his best friend which is a female move in with us Without asking me anything knowing that was my number one pet peeve... I'm sitting here 8 month pregnant miserable every day and he decides to make a move like that number one I don't trust her all she does Is smoke and do drugs got 2 kids of her own that she doesn't take care of her mother has them and one of her really good friends Her and my boyfriend have messed around before. I dont have time for me is bullship I'm supposed to be having my happily ever after with my kids and my boyfriend and now I have to find a place to live in the next 2 months because I'm not going to live there. WHAT WOULD U DO?