hiiii girls

i hope i can use some help here.

I've been with a guy for two-three years, we got some problems, he got cold, i cheated on him to take revenge.

so after a hard time of talking and breaking up for few days, he said that he loves me and he forgave me.

two years passed, i tried to regain his trust, he even talked about marriage, about future with me

but few days ago, he broke up with me, saying that he cannot forget the past and what if i cheat on him again or he cheat on me and stuff.

so now I'm on no contact period.

what do you say?!

i hope he come back to me; i do really love him.