pregnancy depression

hey guys. I am almost 25 weeks pregnant. Before I got pregnant I was taking bipolar depression medication, but had to stop taking it. this last week I have been feeling very very depressed. it will not go away and I will go be seeing my doctor, but i am wondering how did any of you ladies cope with depression/suicidal thoughts? All I want to do is sleep so I dont have to think about life.

please no negative comments. I do love my baby, but this is such a big life change and with past experiences I am going through a tough time. Also as I stated above I will be seeing my doctor, I just want to see want other coping mechanisms people use for their depression when medication isnt an option right now.