Hi, Little background on me I am 15 a sophomore and never been in a serious relationship/done anything sexual/been kissed (embarrassing and I know.) So there’s this boy *everyone reading eye rolls* and I think I might be starting to like him, but he’s the ex of a good friend of mine. His ex , even though she is my friend, is kind of crazy. so I think starting anything with him wouldn’t be a good idea because I would feel like a guilty friend. but we’ve been spending a lot of time together as friends and it seems like he’s into me, and I don’t hate that idea. However I know he’s been *with* other girls which is a little intimidating to me because I haven’t really been *with* anyone

, and sometimes it seems he might be interested in other girls but when we’re alone together, I feel like he’s really into me. And I know what you’re thinking he must be a fuck boy but I really need to put out there that he isn’t! I live in a small town where most the guys are really bad news ( like total potheads, always drinking, not motivated to do anything with their lives etc.,)( NO SHADE TO ANYONE WHO SMOKES OR DRINKS) so he’s actually a really good guy someone I can see myself dating potentially. But then there’s also that I would be shitty friend of year. Another thing that you should know is that she’s moving schools this year so she wouldn’t be attending school with us either. And not that it’s any excuse but she’s done some pretty f’ed up things to him. ANYWAY, i’m just wondering, should I give it a try, would it make me a terrible friend, AND WTF IS LIFE DO GOD DAMN CONFUSING? ( lol probably not a big deal to most but is to me)