So, I’m feeling a little awful to admit this but I fake all my orgasms.

It’s a confidence issue I have. I take forever to have an orgasm. I need minimum 30 minutes by myself and hour plus to get off with a partner... don’t get me wrong I’ve had an orgasm with a partner more than once but they get very turned off and it kills the mood for both of us. I feel terrible about this. My significant other is super loving and is basically amazing in bed. But I can’t have an orgasm it takes me too long to get there... and I worry about taking too long. No guy wants to spend 120 minutes giving Oral... which results in me faking...

does anyone else do this? Is there any hope... I want to have that intimacy with him. I really do.

I know I should stop faking. But I feel so uncomfortable when he tries and I can’t get there. Any advice to overcome this would be so helpful...