BFN rant: Another negative for me... of course

Sometimes it feels it will never happen...

Why do our bodies not function the way they should?

I’m not crazy religious but why does God make our bodies not work (both me and my partner) the way it’s supposed to

We are deserving of a baby

And then there’s people who can’t even take care of themselves and should not be bringing babies into the world who get pregnant like nothing

I had a period in December, first time actively temping and trying to conceive, messed it up, don’t think I ovulated until CD25.

Then my periods stopped.....

No more period for me until my dr put me on provera in July.

5 days at 10mg. And it worked.

I got my period. Now I’m not ovulating....

I’ve taken OPKs every day, today is cycle day 25 like in dec and I still haven’t ovulated.

I had some pregnancy symptoms (or maybe it was all in my head again) I did have fertile CM and a temp drop at CD13 and one app suspects I should have ovulated then even tho opk was neg. we timed BD well around that. So today would be 12 DPO if that were the case... wanted to take a test since we have a wedding tonight with an open bar

Guess who’s OBVIOUSLY not pregnant.

Feels like I never will be, while everyone else around me sneezes and gets pregnant.

We had all kinds of ‘signs’ too but it’s obviously horse shit

Now I’ll have to go back and get clomid or something. My body is supposed to do these things itself!

A baby is all I’ve ever wanted and it’s just not fair!! To add my temps are always all over the place so like whatever. I give up this cycle. It’s a waste of my time