Best Friendssss

My friend for three years called me a asshole, whore, bitch, etc. I’ve been so upset about it. The other day I called him as a joke with my friends because we were drunk, i got his side of the story of the whole subject, and I accepted his apology, and we just talked until the morning, 4 hours with him and the next day my other friend starts yelling at me over the phone because she found out. She didn’t like me talking to him because I would say I hated him, and I would get mad when she would talk to him. I tried explaining to her that I heard his side of the story and I wasn’t mad at him anymore, then she told me that I said she was talking about him to me, which wasn’t true at all. So I tried calling him, and it went straight to voicemail, then I tried a few hours later... I realized he blocked me. I was just so mad, because he fooled me again. Later I made my friend promise me to stop laughing stoning to his lies, and not let him or anybody else get in our heads, she promised. Ever since that phone call I haven’t heard from him, but even though we’re okay I guess I still feel this pain and stress in my body, it’s like I can’t get over him, I mean we spent every single day together, heck we even flirted with each other sometimes, even when he had a girlfriend. I mean no one can deny our friendship, we had a great one, and even though he hurt me it’s like I still miss him soooo much.